Can you write for 5 minutes straight without editing?  Can you just write?  Today I am using Lisa-Jo’s writing prompt of real…

Real.

Real. I see a four letter word that screams at me to tell it like it is. Tell you that I am worn thin by my marginless life.  Tell you that I have met myself coming and going and I am slap.worn.out.  All things are good but not all things are good for me.  But lately, I’ve been trying to do all and be all to all people and it feels like I am just not quite all me.

I hear about being Jesus with skin on to others and the Real me just wants Jesus to be skin on to me. I long for a cool drink of water to sit with Him in the quiet of the day but really there has not been much quiet lately.

I know that this season I am in, is one of great needs pressing hard into a mama of four and a wife of one and a friend to many. I know that God has me in a place where I am constantly being poured out.  But the Real honest truth, is there are not many drops left to be poured out.

So I am looking forward. I am going to sit and be Real and let the Real Jesus bring life back into my soul. I am going to sing.  I am going to drink it all in.  I am going to listen as a faith filled woman of God pours her soul out onto thousands and thousands of women.  I am going knowing that this Real Jesus has a Real Word for me.  I am going with the intent to sit. And bask in His glory.

Oh Lord.  Thank you for your grace.  That you draw me in.  You know my path. I pray for an outpouring on your daughters.  Meet us  Lord.  Meet me Lord.  I am in Real need of You.